I suffer multiple illnesses depression being one. I'm at a point again where everything is pointless. I can be with my family and feel like I'm not even in the room. I go to bed at 7pm most the time and dont wake up until 8 or 9. I feel nobody can help and if I ask I'm just being a burden. I'm unemployed trying to get disability, living with my family... at 38. Cant hold a job, or even get an interview. I dont want to kill myself, or try again, but dont see much of a point to anything anymore. I really want to talk to a therapist but I'm on a waiting list...

Idk anymore...