I need to turn my life around. It is awful in all ways. I hate where I live, I hate my job, I have no friends left and no significant other. I suffer from extreme loneliness and depression due to this. I have never lived my life the way I wanted to.
I feel as if I am in prison and can't get out. My friends at this point are married men that I have met online. I try to better myself but am just so tired and getting older. I have two older teen kids that have their own lives now and don't listen to me or respect me really. I am going back into debt and really need to move out of this prison that I live with my parents who also treat me like crap.