lexapro is my kryptonite . . . I will never go there again . . . so sorry you had that same mess . . . .

maybe it's the high from connecting with this new T or a million other reasons but 3 days in on the lower dose and I feel d*** wonderful . . . dare I say happy . .
maybe even 5% hypo . . . I started talking this morning to some co workers and it was an hour before they could get away from me . . . ( I never do that)
whatever it is the best I have felt in longer than I can rememeber . . . I pray it stays . . .

I have taken a lot of different meds over these last 7 years but never turned a corner from so bad to so good so fast . . .

it just seems freaky how these meds can react so differently to different people but for a doseage change to make so much diff . . . . I just want to keep writing but I will stop myself . . . the one , the only , the happy , Tigger . . .


ps: yes Christina I believe I may really be bp after all . . .( maybe even Santa is real after all ) . . . or just one very lucky fool . . . after feeling so down for so long I will gladly take either . . . stoping writing for sure now . . you know but I will say it again . . . The Tigger loves all you guys . . .