Feeling flat and overwhelmed. My poor physical health (Fibromyalgia) is getting to me. I try so hard to be zen about it and do all the right things to help it improve, but sometimes I just can't stand it anymore. I hate the limitations it forces upon me. Tomorrow I am taking my 12 year old niece snorkeling as I promised her for her birthday. I really don't have the energy but I don't want to let her down. I just hope the crash afterwards isn't too bad. It breaks my heart that I will have to limit the time I spend with her due to my health. I don't want to live like this.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead