I feel like I've too many threads already, but this might be another one I can add to, since it seems to happen more than just one time. Anyway, here's today's

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Well, I awoke from sleep in the night and got this thought (probably from the movie I watched last night).
I got all paranoid and freaked out that I might have been "taken advantage of" once upon a time. The weird thing is, I never really thought of it like this before...well...I suppose that's not true. So what happened was, it was college and I went to a party, a friend's house and had been drinking...been drinking a lot apparently. The last thing I remember before waking up in my friend's bed was watching that movie (first time seeing it). I was in my friend's bed, a guy, and he was there too. He woke up with me and I asked him to get me some water to collect my thoughts. When he came back I asked what had happened. Apparently, I got so drunk I was sick and throwing up the whole night and he basically took care of me. (I don't remember any of that). But he mentioned something I said that I thought was so funny and I was laughing for a long time about it and I then laughed at myself and I kinda remembered a bit of that. Anyway, at the time I didn't even ask if we had done anything. In fact, he was being so nice and sweet and funny that I didn't even seem to care if I had been "taken advantage" of...
But this morning, I got this feeling of panic. I don't know why. It was so weird! It eventually went away when I remembered how comfortable I felt back then. But was I just stupid and naive?? Why can't I remember anything? How damn much did I drink?! *****!