Wow! You guys make it sound like most guys would take advantage of a drunk girl! I may be wrong, but that's how I initially took it. For the record, I know what a blackout is. This might have been the only time I actually had experienced one. Unfortunatelyy, in college, I was depressed, stupid and never thought of the fact that getting blackout drunk could have different consequences for women than men. (most of my drinking buddies were guys and one used to actually seem to brag about the blackouts) and I had wanted to experience it...

but if something bad did happen that night...well, I'd rather not think about it. I wanted to think of this guy as a good guy. :/

Anyway, as for keeping one thread @bizi and @~Christina I was thinking of using the other one, the one with my actual dx...but is there a way to change the title? because a journal would then be more thoughts than just about my up feelings. Thanks!