I don't think it sounds 'stuck' but that this is just a time of living with the awareness of what happens, how, why, and seeing the result(s).

Change can't come without awareness and once aware we can no longer do the same old same old that we did with innocent ignorance.

It is kind of frustrating but also kind of fun to notice things and even when the awareness comes later, after the fact. It can be maddening too, to realize.. Damn, I just did it again!