Hi february,

I get what you mean. The people who have abused me to the point of CPTSD won't accept the damage they have done to me either and need to blame me for it--they blame me for their abuse and they blame me for the damage they have done to me psychologically and to my life.

A supportive therapist who is trained to deal with your specific problems could probably help you learn to build relationships. But there are a lot of bad therapists and psychologists out there who have gone into psychology as a substitute for dealing with their own psychological problems, so make sure this person will be a positive support for you. There are websites that help people find therapists in their area and they often show feedback from clients, so this might be an option for you.