Thanks icreamkid and Feb2002user...You are right, I don't understand the process. But I do understand the doctor...I either go detox or wean myself. I am watching two kids and work 12-hour days at an average of 60hrs a week. Whatever free time I have is used to catch up on clothes, house cleaning, kids schooling. So I'm trying to go to as many NA meetings as I can which is usually after work. Thank you both again.