Thanks a lot for your replies.

Her approach doesn't feel like it's working but she's been such a good T that I thought maybe I was wrong. She told me I'm going to die or lose everything, and even though I think it's a shock tactic, all it does is make me feel more ashamed because I can't get on top of my addiction.

I think maybe I should try an addictions counsellor.. thanks again for the advice guys.