Do you ever get to a point where you feel severely misunderstood, but you can’t even figure yourself out? I’ve hit a point in my life where that’s becoming a truer and truer statement. Some people don’t like labels, some people shy away from even looking at the human condition as something that can be “grouped”, but I am not one of those people. I just don’t want to feel all alone in all of this. I feel insane sometimes, because I act, think, feel, and respond in certain ways that don’t really fit into any paradigm I understand. I lack a lot of confidence, self-esteem, ability to be productive or coherent at times… I have an odd personality which doesn’t lend itself to anything positive it seems. I wish I had a method of understanding myself better.
Any suggestions? I’m open to formal and informal methods alike. I just need to find a way to be understood, and convey the isolation I feel because of how I think, feel, and act. I know this message is vague without much detail to go on, but I just don't know how to put into words the connections between events and feelings.
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