Keep in mind that you are Dep. you will take in everything like it is alot worst then it is. You need to find other outlets talking to people face to face is much better then posting your feeling . I go to a place called the walkin center for people with mental illness mostly depression and bipolar .Its where everyone seems to be having a hard time and we all need to talk .All i can say is that I get so much out of it .I know my wife and family just cant understand so its just great to have other people I can talk to who do .