I think we already discussed that its not working a few times and I that's why I don't want to get into yet another pointless conversation. My goal is to let them know I think they are too detached/indefferent and expecting me to just talk with their minimal involvement. I find it very frustrating because I almost find myself reharsing what to say before session not for my own benefit but to fill the silence. I tried to explain that I need a dialogue that I dont like venting but recently the conversation are more and more one sided. So I want them to know that I am not continuing because I'm unhappy with how the sessions are run. At the same time i am really worried about leaving upset or unheard. I don't want to second guess myself later. Easiest way would be not to schedule another session but that would mean I dont explain why I chose not to come back.