Thanks @Wild Coyote Yeah, I believe I was very lucky too! But all those experiences have taught me lessons...well, mostly. I guess not things that I repeat though. :P Anyway, yeah I'll try to celebrate me today.

Oh, ok, the other thing I wanted to address from your first post was about the trigger. It was just watching the movie in general because I first watched that movie the night of this incident. Needless to say, I didn't recall a whole lot of the movie that first watch, but yea.

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Also, to everyone. I had my other threads title changed and I'll post my journal stuff there from now on. I guess I just actually thought it was easier to organize my thoughts with multiple theads...so here's my plan. I'll post in that thread till x number of posts or pages, then I'll have it closed and make a part 2, then 3, then 4, and so on. This will help me to be able to share some things with my doctors. Or Maybe I'll do this. Make a new thread every doctor visit (not therapist of course). And I'll repost my history as the first entry of every thread as a reminder (or an abridged and up-to-date summary). Sound good?