I'm sorry you're struggling with this. Please be kind to yourself. You deserve good things. You are a winner! And I'm sure you're parents are very proud of you. It just sounds like you're having a difficult time. Try to think compassionate thoughts about yourself. Maybe it's like everyone is saying. You're going to cram in the last minutes. You'll do fine. Sometimes I used to wait til the night before to study. And I would pull it off. You can too. Sending good thoughts your way.