If I have to be honest, I have never heard of someone signing up a contract that doesn't allow you to have any intimate relationships. Is that even legal? In any case, I agree with ALL the other wise and wonderful posters. She will need time to heal so just let it be for a while. As for whether you want to wait for her or not, it is your decision. I am not sure how long it will take for her to recover, but I doubt that it will be a short one. So please consider it carefully. Personally I don't think there's anything wrong with you seeing other women in the meantime. You're not engaged at the moment after all. Like I've said, though, it's your decision! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @JohnnyB0913, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!