I tend to think that whether i was lying or not it is irrelevant but often a while later i get confused and think it was the truth. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia, depression, pathalogical and compulsive lying and schizoid PD.
I am not trying to impress anyone; these are purely because they just come out. they have no benefit to me.
I also could not remember acting like some of them until i was told about it later on.
How are you supposed to know which feelings/emotions etc. are real when usually you make them up to suit a character?
any ideas?