Sorry I didn't know where to post this so i thought it probably fit under general.
Warning: RANT

Why is it that when one of my problems seems to get solved i have to be handed a thousand more? When one part of my life seems to be looking up (i.e. not hallucinating anymore and schiz meds working well) i cannot enjoy it cause i just have to face the other load of illnesses and issues i have. Schizophrenia was finally under control and i would have been able to cope with my silly personality disorders and looking after my mum, but NO, i have to be diagnosed with some other illness!
now i find out i have repressed memories and other 'personalities' that i act.
I get that so many people have it so much worse but really, have i not had my fair share?
i am struggling coping with looking after my mum and keeping schizophrenia controlled, let alone having to deal with an obsessive old friend who now seems to be stalking me, my new set of psychiatrists forcing me to 'open up' when i have schizoid pd and recently discovering that i seem to have multiple personalities!
I am considering not going to 6th form just so i get a break when i had been looking forward to taking a four year course at cambridge for uni!
can i not just have a f***ing break?!