Thank you @feb2020 it makes a lot of sense where the conflict may come from (we have competing monotheistic views). I also see the division sometimes between Christian denominations. I didn’t think I would mind that he has his own god but I think long term and maybe families and children involved?? It also becomes tied to culture. I feel like I’ve opened pandora’s box and I just want to close it.

@HaveHope I feel like I need to water down what I believe, almost make it as secular and non-offensive/political as I can. Almost stay at the level of “God is love”. But I feel like I’m suppressing a big part of me. He says if we have children they will be Religion-free until 17 years old! I asked him how that would look like for example and he couldn’t give me an answer. So I think he is also confused about how to tackle it.