Dont be so hard on yourself. None of us are perfect - and if you dont like what you are studying- change your major - it may help ❤

And please - never think you are disappointing your parents. They said they will love you no matter your grades. That means there is no grade too low to change their love for you - and trust me, if they thought you could disappoint them with bad grades .. they would not be able to say that.

You said you are disappointed in yourself so you are likely deflecting that feeling of disappointment into them. Just look at it for what it is.

You know you did not do your best at studying
That doesn't make you any less of a good person
It just means you are not perfect
None of us are perfect.
You are allowed to mess up.
Perhaps you need a change.

*hugs*