
Feb 10, 2020, 07:55 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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Originally Posted by pacman_789
That’s an interesting question, and I’m curious to see other replies as well. I have bipolar 2, so my goal is not going to be to prevent a manic episode or hospitalization. I just want to be able to slow my mind down and enjoy the simple moments in life. Sometimes, I get going so fast that I feel life is passing me by. I’m always on the go and have to be doing something whether it be work or pleasure, and I used to think that’s a good thing. Sometimes, I even question my diagnosis because those things are fun.
I understand so well! It seems that many of us question our diagnosis for the same reason.
Do you ever have irritability that feels out of control (or anger)? Do you experience depression? Euphoric hypomania on it's own is terrific, really like a drug, so much fun...until it's not fun anymore because the high has morphed into something else.
But, when I take medication, I feel more compassion for others and feel connected to those around me. I no longer feel like an island and like I am living just for the moment, but I can find a greater purpose.
Welcome to bipolar disorder land 
I just wish they didn’t have so many cognitive side effects because it hurts my work performance and ambition.
Yes. I hear you. The cognitive and physical side effects are sooo hard to live with. I guess it all goes back to the benefits/risks.
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