I really understand where you are coming from. While I haven't experienced what you're going through, which is bunch of bull crap in the first place, I know the fear and stigma it causes. If my employer knew I took 3 meds with scary names under the title of "Antipsychotic, antidepressant and mood stablizer", I'd probably never be hired as a educator in a public school setting again. Personally, I don't know why your clearance was taken away. It seems rash and unnecessary if it is simply because you sought professional help. Do you plan on appealing it if it comes to that? I really hate that for you

I know it sucks, and I am sorry.