I just really take offense to being labeled untrustworthy. If they were going to take my clearance why not during the 3 years I was in and out of the hospital? I have been back to work for over 2.5 years without a security issue. And they took 3.5 years to get to this point so obviously they aren’t that worried about me. I did all the right things. I got treatment and I reported it. I went through interviews and investigations and didn’t hide anything. Now I am being punished for it. Thank god I start a new job next week and by shear luck don’t need a clearance. All the other jobs I looked at required one.