So, I need some advice from past trauma. I’m sick of being afraid to go into a public bathroom by myself feeling like a guy is following me into the stall and the thought just sits in my head from what happened and if it would happen again. The memories don’t fade away but I want them too. Here and there I’ve noticed myself becoming disoriented when I hear or see a certain thing or sometimes is just pop up out of know where, it’s been hard for me to even focus on what I was doing or about to do, even in public places it happens to me a lot these little episodes and I can’t focus at all on what I’m doing. I have no idea how to handle this or why I’m becoming disoriented and flashbacks are just now coming back. Lately, I’ve been thinking about getting a PTDS service dog. But i don’t how to apply for one. I do have 2 esa cats but they are only with me when I’m home not in public and when I’m in public like Walmart it happens over and over again.