I'd suggest to try to keep yourself busy and talk to as many people as you can. Perhaps they'll leave you alone if they see you like that. If you're not talking, go eat something or go to the bathroom. I am so sorry I don't have more useful advice for you! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @lovethesun, your Family, your Friends, your Friend and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!