Well, this is very ironic and strange all ths talk about state hospitals, because I was planning on posting today about a terrible nightmare I had last night about my stay at OSH. For some strange reason, I do not often have these. I probably should, since it was a singularly horrible chapter in my life. But last night I had one and it was so realistic. I woke up in a panic. The baics of it were that it was my day for release and they somehow magically decided to keep me for another 4 years. Just awful. Hertbreaking for me.

Oh well. I calmed down quickly enough. I am fine now. It was a difficult time. But I survived and I am stronger now for it. I need to just keep moving forward and not let it rule my life. Try to make something positive out of it, Lemonade. That's why I am writing the book about it. Maybe it will help someone else.