Today I did my third booster. I chose to do one booster a week for three weeks after the initial six simply because I still had a lot of anxiety even though my depression was much better. My anxiety was so bad, I walked around with what felt like an elephant on my chest before the ketamine. Now I still have some tension, but I'm a lot calmer.
I didn't notice any change after the first one either. It's different for everyone, but by the third one I realized I was feeling better. It kind of sneaks up on you.
I'm impressed that you are doing this. It's not easy, but it's not bad either.
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