The stigma of being bipolar is a big reason people don’t seek treatment. Another is it can effect their livelihood. I am so lucky to be in the 1% of people that lose their security clearance for seeking treatment for my depression and anxiety. Would they rather I go unmedicated? I mean they don’t seem to think this is urgent because they took 3.5 years to investigate. They also said right now it is just their recommendation and a judge will decide in 30 days. I can write a rebuttal or go to court. But luckily my new job doesn’t need a clearance. I lucked out on this timing. I am just pissed off that they said I was not trustworthy.

But being punished for doing the right thing really stings. Especially looking at all the politicians that have top secret clearances.