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wildflowerchild25 and @
Moose72: I am sorry to hear you are having money troubles. I've struggled with that too in the past and i remember how desperate and vulnerable it made me feel. But i hope you won't mind if i comment that you all have family and that must be a comfort. At least you're not all alone like me, except for my sweet dog. I guess we all have areas of our lives where we are doing well and ones where we are not. I just mean that i hope you will take some joy in your families and i will remind myself to be grateful for my relative financial ease.