I’m in such a weird state right now, but it isn’t a good one. The financial situation is even worse than before with no sign of looking up. I’m stressed and really not doing well, even in settings where I should feel at peace and ease. It’s definitely not ideal, and just who I am to deal with all this crap the only way I know how isn’t ideal either. I’m just kind of lost. Work sucks, all I do is sleep, eat and repeat. No wait – I take that back. I also stress, worry and cry. That’s about it.