I'm sorry this has happened. Your new path is unexpected and difficult to traverse. I imagine it will take quite some time to accept. Be easy on yourself throughout that process.

Your new adventure holds the promise of good things if you're willing to allow them to come forward. There's always something of value to be found. Hold faith in that. The alternative belief that your unworthy of life or any sort of quality of life is a road to nowhere.

I am hopeful the pain of your recovery will ease soon. I also hope the therapist appointment will work out tomorrow.