I went to Scrabble tonight and played amateurishly so i think i was taking myself too seriously recently when i had a crisis of confidence about it. Tonight the players at my level just seemed like the senior Asian ladies they show on TV playing Mah Jong. Of course Scrabble is still worthwhile even if i am just a junior player! It keeps my mind active, passes the time and keeps me out of trouble so i don't turn to drinking or sleazy romance or some other unhealthy behavior. This week's number one play was UPFLING which my opponent followed up with DOODIES! Haha!

It's just the mild depression talking. I wouldn't enjoy ANY activity at this time of year, even getting a massage from Fabio!

Hugs to all who need them!