I'm sorry, that must be really painful. But as someone who's had a newborn...it's very chaotic and exhausting. If she's anything like me, she's probably not even doing much updating of family and friends right now. I know it's really difficult, but try not to take it personally. Please know that I'm not saying that to judge you, as I'm sure I'd be feeling similarly. But don't take it as a sign that she doesn't care. hugs...