Thank you ALL for your Kindness and Wisdom! In the end, I didn't end up doing the Exam... I chickened out. I realize how cowardly that was, but I just couldn't do it. My parents were understanding but I didn't tell them that I didn't do the Exam. I'm such a coward! I do feel like a disappointment right now and I know I should be grateful because I have two loving parents, something that not many people have. I do feel grateful, but I am also ashamed for how I'm handling my situation! Well... now I have to see what to do. My parents also want me to help find a Job and we're looking into that. I am not really sure about what to do exactly, though. I am REALLY happy my Parents are willing to help though, I really don't know what I would do without them! Thank you for listening and for understanding, guys. You are the best. Sending many safe, warm hugs to ALL and EVERYONE and EVERYONE of your Friends and Relatives and Families and Colleagues and Acquiantences and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!