I just want to drop a hug. I’m so sorry that happened to you and for what you are going through. My husband had aortic dissection a few years ago and required emergency open heart surgery. He now has an artificial heart valve and all of the doctors were shocked he survived. He is only 36. He was out of sorts for a while.. His anxiety was like nothing I had ever seen from him. He was not only physically sick for some time during his recovery, he was an emotional wreck. He cried a lot and almost never slept. It was horrible. But, after 6 to 8 months, he was feeling better and within a year seemed just like his old self. Healing does happen, not always in our time, but it happens. I hope a swift recovery for you!