Occasionally, my fantasizing mind has drifted somewhere I instantly told myself was not something I want to think about and turned away from allowing my thoughts to go there. But, they were not strong desires.

I also have fantasy thoughts I enjoy and would never really want to act upon. I have no guilt about these thoughts. IDK if it is common for others to have...maybe it is. But these fantasies, I need for my arousal, they hurt no one, I enjoy them, no feelings of guilt or shame about what is only in my own mind, so I indulge in those.

The thoughts that instantly had me put on the brakes were ones that are really taboo, where I’d question myself as to why my mind was even going there and just...stop...yuck! I could and did stop.