I didnt call the Pdoc, my H didnt seem to think Pdoc can help when I said I was thinking about calling and that just sort of shut me down

Now I have to wait until Tuesday to do anything if I decide to because Monday is a holiday here.

I am worried about this weekend because I am working evenings so I feel energetic at night and H is working nights and wont be home if the drinking turns bad. I will have to try to have some self control and not let it get out of hand but that doesnt usually work so well, I usually just drink until I pass out or end up in the drunk tank.