I'm like all 70s/80s military brats...and it progressed...I traded street for otc...and in my detox it's been very not fun in holding myself back from using a tradeoff to the feelings I am getting. I went to the AA at the urge of the older members since they saw what I was going through at the table. I think they just wanted to keep an eye on me as well get me started. I feel more comfortable in NA meetings than AA too. Thank you miss sarahsweets and open eyes...the both of you....I been at 1.5 shots for one week....tonight I'm going to see how well I'll do not drinking..Yesterday was the worst...so we'll see. If I feel something is wrong I'll get on it asap and won't mess around. Thank you both