My gf of three years is moving out. Three long very hard years. I drove her away with my bipolar, angry ADHD personality. Should have got help long before this but never had the money, or the insurance. She's had all I can put her through. She's had all she can take. It's finally setting in that this is over. She moves out in a couple weeks and I'm going to be alone again. Just not ready for that right now.

Ryan