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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
What about your current relationship made you want this relationship?
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Hi! Sorry, I'm a bit confused by your question. What about my current relationship made me want them?
Well, if so, they gave me a sense of peace, gave me confidence in myself but also gave me tools to succeed at life. They were kind and gentle and patient and innocent...
We joke about it, but there may be an element of truth to this, he's now changed and the joke is that I created a monster. I mean that my influence and presence has changed him in that he's not as innocent and maybe has less patience with me now (although he claims to have a lot of patience). We both have lost that shield you have when first dating that keeps you from being overly honest. It's a good and bad thing. Feeling comfortable enough with someone to be that honest is good...maybe I feel it's a little one sided though. And while we do have peace, it's not all the time. With the exception of the last week, we'd been kindof arguing a lot with each other or complaining at each other...or well, for awhile that too was feeling one sided.
So, perhaps I'm jus out of the honeymoon phase and miss the newness of new relationships and just cling to the ones I used to want in my subconscious???
Did that answer you question or have I just blown this whole topic into a new topic?