I am so sorry HALLIEBETH87. I know how hard it can be. One thing i found that helped me that no matter how much I wanted to get accomplished, I had to take it in small bites. It's a strategy they teach in school that I always dismissed because I want to finish what I start and get through it -- but learning in 10-15min intervals with 5-10 minute breaks is supposed to be helpful in memorization and retention. I'd sit down for 15 minutes, mull over the stuff, talk myself through it and take a break-- drink a soda, watch some TV, or even sometimes lightly go through it in my head while doing something else (although they say it's best not to do the last one). So, if you're not already studying that way, you may try it. I hope it helps.