Worst of the physical crap is definitely over. Mentally it will take a while. In a way I wonder why I even did this, I mean I wanted control back.

But people have been so dang negative. I'm not talking random people online, but people who are close. I dunno why they were so hellbent on me failing, or saying I was a nicer on drugs. All kind of negative crap. I don't get it because these are generally good people, so I don't know where this attitude came from. It irks me that I don't even understand. I mean sure I had to take me-time because of this, but surely they must understand I'm not gonna be sick and self centered for good?