WastingAsparagus, it is difficult I have some days where I absolutely crave clonazepam. What helps me, is my pdoc only will prescribe me a 2 week supply at a time, and I know if I take extra one day, I'll run out early, and the pharmacy absolutely will not refill it early, so that's good motivation for me to stick to my daily dose.
I also find that I have incentive, because I've finally reached the point where I'm feeling like my brain is a bit clearer and less foggy, and I don't want to go backwards.
I just keep telling myself that it will be worth it in the end, and that I don't want to damage my memory any more than I already have.
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