Jully Therapy can be like that....sometimes we feel like our own worse enemies.
Let me ask you this...(very important) Are you comfortable with your therapist..? This can be very important...But listen your not messed up...somethings are harder to talk about than others.
How long have you been seeing this T..? It sounds like you think
your Therapist is Judging you..?
Feeling comfortable is most important though, you need a T you can be comfortable with....Is this happening with you?
Keep in touch....I wish you the best...let us know how it goes?