I'm feeling low again, probably do to this anxiety that I did said something stupid and I'll be ignored...yeah, maybe this happens more often than I'd like to admit. I usually try to make excuses for people for why they don't respond right away...yeah, actually, this case is different. I feel like I opened up "too much" and scared them away. I seriously feel like crying. Feeling pretty bad today.

Music was helping, but I can't listen to that all day, plus I'm running out of interesting things on my mp3. (Unfortunately, I've run out of space so I can't add new music). Um...oh, and hubby and I will be cooking later today...that's always good because when we combo work, we can make more tasty dishes...but apparently I "forgot" to set out something else for lunch, so I don't have a lunch today...I mean, I'll scramble something together, but I feel bummed about that...I just feel bummed in general because seems to be the consensus that I spend too much time online, but I'm so f'ing bored...this makes me less bored and less depressed. Sigh! I dunno what to do! I really have lost interest in most things and the blisters on my fingers are bothering me again so I don't really want to crochet right now.

edit: also really frustrated that my primary email account is taking forever to load and/or sometimes doesn't even load at all and I get a temporarily down notice. Sigh!