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Old Feb 17, 2020, 10:18 PM
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I tried a super light schedule today and failed miserably. It was very open with just a few things to try to keep me a bit busier but I still layed around all day pretty much. I didnt manage to do any of the things I put on it except pick my kids up which was not optional. Now I feel like I failed at another thing and my confidence has been very low lately as it is. Maybe if I was doing well I could have a schedule but the point of it was to help me while im not doing good and it didnt.

I didnt even manage to just wake up when I was supposed to. It was a total wreck.
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder

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I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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