I’ve lived by a fairly strict schedule with timelines for some time and it has helped. Maybe I’ve been too strict and rigid and I need to loosen up. Because of some things currently going on, I decided to let my schedule go this week. Today I was more relaxed and got more done and enjoyed the flow of life more than I have in a long time. I’m been too structured.

I guess what I’m saying is that it sounds like you could benefit from a schedule and structure as long as it’s not too rigid. JMO.