I am so sorry things are being so hard for you and your Boyfriend, @bpfighter250! I COMPLETELY AGREE with ALL the other wise and wonderful posters! You have to decide whether or not this Relationship is bringing you Happiness or not. I'd talk to Him about ALL of this and see how it goes from there. Hopefully He will understand what you mean and try to change for BOTH of You! Make him understand that you're feeling Unhappy in your Relationship currently and that you want things to change for the best! Hopefully He'll understand what you mean and try to change for the best for BOTH of You! Let us know how it goes and if things get better for BOTH of You! I hope things will improve REALLY soon for BOTH of You! In any case, give it a thought. Perhaps you can also consider Couple Counselling, but honestly if it comes to that point, it may be more convenient to just end it, at least for the moment. That is just my opinion though of course! I am wishing you the BEST of ALL possible Luck to BOTH of You no matter what decision and what road you will decide to take in the End! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @bpfighter250, your Family, your Friends, your Boyfriend and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!