Sometimes I find the world quite hostile and even scary... I do not like the ''truth'' that the world often is that way

and sometimes (occasionally) my inner snake reacts to a misperception...

sometimes I misread people..

and boy do I suffer from that, so many have punished me far over the top for what my snake did or said... at least it feels that way. But of course, mostly it was those ''primary caregivers'' who punished me Those ''primary caregivers'' who hurt me over and over again and kept telling me and showing me that I was ''a bad person'' who ''should be punished all my life'' (this started before I can remember and I remember something when I was 4....)

(not about anyone on pc)