I had to hear it from my mom that Rex doesn't want to talk to me everyday. Why must he feel that he can't talk to me about stuff like that. All the major things he wants to tell me he tells my mom and she relays the message. I am so very very angry right now I'm not thinking straight or anything.

Rex is a bad bad person and right now I hope he never calls me ever again. On the other hand I love him. How's that for being borderline?

I am so sick and tired of people treating me like a child like I can't handle things just because I have a mental illness. Its not like they are going to shove me over the edge. Damn it I can push myself over.

I am sitting here crying my eyes out and yet want to hit someone or something. I don't know what to do.

I emailed him and told him a few choice things so we will see how the dynamics of our relationship changes.

Jbug